You’ll examine his hair, try to work out where it’s cut, if he’s seen the same ads on TV, been trying Vidal Sassoon, expensive brands with similar contents, and you think you smell him from where you’re sitting and start panicking, try to take deep breaths but since you met your lungs have been ready for accidental inhalation, and you wonder, “When he’s in my mouth will my backup generators kick in, will I remember to blink and breathe?” and you ache for finding out.